Showing posts with label LeBron James. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LeBron James. Show all posts

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

The GQ Cover Story: LeBron James

Welcome to the magical world of King James. It's nice, right? Always sunny. Palm trees. A pair of championships, working on a third. The Decision? That worked out just fine. And at the center of it all, always making and remaking his world exactly as he likes it: the most stylish empire-builder in sports. "This thing is about more than just basketball," he says. Sort of makes you wonder: What will the King conquer next?
After morning practice, after the media session, LeBron James went to the locker room and iced, then got pulled for a random piss test, so now he's late, which he does not like being. Also, he's tired. There's a chef here at the warehouse, where Tupac and Snoop and Jay Z keep the rhythm, and hot lights shine over racks of clothes and shoes to put on, which he loves—he loves this shit—fashion is his candy, just ask Randy, to whom he has handed his phone to take photos. He wants pictures of himself in the outfits, maybe to tweet, which he also loves. But he's tired, that's the thing. Sluggish. And so right in the middle of a sentence about chicken and hot sauce, which the chef just handed him, he switches gears, and his eyes pop wide, and his mouth goes rubbery, and, enunciating perfectly, he booms: You might be deep in this game, but you got the rules missin / Niggaz be actin like they savage, they out to get the cabbage / I got nuthin but love, for my niggaz livin lavish.

People seem used to it. None of his handlers give pause. But it does seem a little...dissociative.

Motherfuck the rest, two of the best from the west side / And I can make you famous / Niggaz been dyin for years, so how could they blame us?

He loves to sing. He refuses to have anything to do with coffee. Singing is his coffee. Rejuvenated, he dances in the outfits for the camera, clowns like he always did back in high school, gets every bored person here happy.

He would like to be an actor. A comedy actor. He's shooting his first movie, Ballers, with Kevin Hart. The other thing he would like is to play in the NFL. "Some days I want to be a singer. But my voice? Then the next day I want to be Picasso." He would like to be a billionaire. "If it happens. It's my biggest milestone. Obviously. I want to maximize my business. And if I happen to get it, if I happen to be a billion-dollar athlete, ho. Hip hip hooray! Oh, my God, I'm gonna be excited."

I'm tight grill when my situation ain't improvin / I'm tryin to murder everything movin.

···

He's ten years into this insane career. Probably ten more to go with the NBA, he figures. So it's about halftime. It's something to think about. "My drive to be the greatest basketball player ever is very high." Everything right now is fantastic. A Miami mansion, a beautiful wife and two sons. Cars. More money than any other American athlete besides Floyd Mayweather, God love him. Sportswriters are having orgasms: The King is going for a three-peat with the Miami Heat, he has won four of the past five NBA MVP awards, his right arm is as fast as a helicopter blade, and he could notch a triple-double every night if he wanted.

Controlled exceptionalism, the most gifted ever? The game seems so easy he's left challenging only his own efficiency. They say he's Michael Jordan for a new generation. Or maybe they'll say Michael Jordan was the LeBron James of his generation, same difference, history will not bother splitting hairs. "Dr. J couldn't do what he does. Magic couldn't do what he does," says Heat president Pat Riley.

Being excellent at absolutely everything like this, it carries responsibility. Off the court, on the court, it weighs on him. All those people wanting more points out of him. They pay to see a superhero, and the superhero should shoot the ball, create lanes into which he can explode into everlasting glory, like Baryshnikov performing consecutive grands jetès, like Pavarotti achieving nine effortless high C's in one aria. (Seventeen curtain calls for that one.) People who pay to see history being made expect history to be made.

"Like, I could average thirty-five points a game if I really wanted to," he says. He is beautifully handsome, solid and smooth as a sycamore. "But then—it wouldn't be me," he says. "So I don't know if I could do it, because of my instincts. I see a teammate open—even if I have a great shot—I see a teammate open for a better shot, I gotta feed him. It's like, my mind sometimes be like 'Shoot it,' but then—my instincts, you know?"

He is thoughtful. He is a man who chews on ideas this way and that, enjoys the texture. The battle between predisposition and will. It's something to think about. "This thing is about more than just basketball," he says. "I can play basketball with my eyes closed and my hands tied behind my back. The way my mind, my mind starts working, we could probably be here for like...it could be like midnight. Someone will have to turn my switch off."

One of the things that bothers him is when people say, "You've changed." First of all, he hasn't. He still has his instincts. He still has Akron sitting in him like a bag of cement.

···

"Winning is my drug," he says. "Winning is my ice cream. Like my kids. They want more. 'More! More!' They just want more."

Actually, no. Right now Bryce, who is 6, is staring down at a melting bowl of something beige in a shop minutes away from the family's mansion in Miami's Coconut Grove.

"Yo, what's the matter?" says James, six feet eight, 250 pounds collapsed into an itty-bitty ice-cream-parlor chair, motioning to his son, who is not complaining, who is sitting alone, silent, and not easy to notice amid the swirl: customers, cops, some of James's handlers, ice cream scoopers, a floor mopper, and his wife, Savannah, in yoga pants, a yellow tee, eating salad from a Tupperware container she brought, exercising mother power well-wrought. "I said now!" she barks at 9-year-old Bronny, who actually, technically, prefers later. The family is background. James is foreground. Everyone gets it. Daddy is working, tossing out quotes to one enraptured person or another, about this game and that game, to dunk or to pass, to stay in this city or go to that one (no, he has no answer about Miami), to sell a sneaker, a TV, a hamburger. Savannah is not the type to do some wife dance for the enraptured people. She will avoid making eye contact if she can get away with it. She's the serious one. He's the funny one, the charismatic, cool one. They got married last summer, having been together since high school in Akron, since way before he became King James.

"You don't like your ice cream?" James calls to his son.

Bryce looks down at the melt, up at his dad. Demoralizing. Hard to admit. A dud of a flavor choice. "I don't like it," he says.

"Go get something else!" James says. "Try something else. You ain't got no complaints!"

Fatherhood, he says, is a lot like sports. "Being a leader of my household, a leader of Miami, a leader of Team USA. It's the same exact thing. You can sense when a guy is frustrated—maybe doesn't feel involved enough in the offense. As leader you go over to him, you know, 'How can I help?' Because at the end of the day, we all have one common goal—and that's to be great."



Winning, being great, it's the whole point of life. Is it not? Is there any reason to tiptoe around that fact? Winning, James says, is what a team does, not a person. That notion sits at his core and explains everything. The tattoo across his back, huge, shoulder to shoulder, says chosen 1. It's not simply precocious. It's bigger than that. It's what happened back in Akron, an American allegory. A dirt-poor fatherless nobody alone in his bed at night, hoping for his mom to come home, which she didn't—for a couple of years.

All that, and now all this.

Basketball took hold. In his senior year of high school, averages of 31.6 points, 9.6 rebounds, 4.6 assists, and 3.4 steals per game. Averages. But the thing that really happened back then was a team. A family. You finally get one, you cling. All those guys. Sian, Willie, Dru on the Fighting Irish, of course, but also Maverick and Rich and Randy, all those guys who would come over his place in the projects, where his mom finally landed, $22 a month for a tiny apartment, and everyone wanted to hang there. Like a family reunion every single day, playing video games, goofing around. He says they came there because they loved his mom. They say it was because of him. "His charisma," says Randy Mims, who back then filled the role of big brother and is now his day-to-day manager. "Everyone wanted to be around him. He was born with it. He still has it. It's what fills arenas."

Next thing he's 17 years old, he's on the cover of Sports Illustrated. A Nike contract. First overall pick in the 2003 NBA draft by the Cleveland Cavaliers.

"I go from $10 in my pocket to $100 million. In high school. Yup."

···

So, second of all, regarding change, of course he's changed. "Good! That's like a good thing," he says. "I'm like, 'Thank you.' Shit. I'm 29 years old with a family—I'm married with a family. I—of course I've changed. The problem is, you haven't changed. And that's why you dislike what I do, you know."

He leans forward. He's not going to be interrupted on this point. "As an African-American, we hear it a lot where we grow up. You've changed." He's sick of hearing it used as a criticism. "Because you've tried to better yourself and because you've made it out. 'You're not the same person that we used to know.' Of course I'm not. I'm trying to better myself. Change is not a bad thing. Thinking that it's bad, you know, that's one thing I think is a downfall for African-Americans for sure."

When he was still with the Cavs, he got a tattoo on his right forearm: 330. The Akron area code.

One person he thanks for all his success is his father. Well, it's not actually a thanks. More of a conversation. "Like, 'Wow, Dad, you know what, I don't know you, I have no idea who you are, but because of you is part of the reason who I am today.' The fuel that I use—you not being there—it's part of the reason I grew up to become who I am. It's part of the reason why I want to be hands-on with my endeavors. And be able to put my guys that's with me now in position. Like Maverick Carter, my right-hand guy in my business. Rich Paul, my agent. Randy Mims, my friend—he's my manager, you know. So me in a position allowing people around me to grow, that maybe wouldn't have happened if I had two parents, two sisters, a dog, and a picket fence, you know?"

Change, of course, is exactly what turned James into basketball's most hated villain for a stretch. That story occupies an indelible chapter in pop-culture history. He left Cleveland in 2010 to go play for Miami. The Decision. Over 13 million people watching the big obnoxious reality show, which was, he'll remind you, to benefit the Boys & Girls Clubs of America. But still. Tone-deaf. The guys from Akron had a lot to learn about how to run a multimillion-dollar athlete's career. "Crazy," says Mims. "I don't think any of us had any idea we'd get the reaction we did. I think we were all in shock."

The hissy fit in Cleveland—and across the Midwest, and inside like-minded pockets of America nationwide—was not subtle. People in the streets set fire to LeBron James jerseys. They stabbed LeBron James dolls. Dan Gilbert, the owner of the Cavaliers, threw gasoline on the flames. A "shameful display of selfishness and betrayal by one of our very own," he told Cleveland in an open letter. A "shocking act of disloyalty.... The self-declared former 'King' will be taking the 'curse' with him down south....Sleep well, Cleveland."

Poop on him!

The reaction was so strong and childish, a lot of people eventually woke up and looked inward.

···

The Decision show was a flop. He gets that. But the decision itself was just a man having a growth spurt. "The best thing that ever happened to me," he says. "I needed it. It helped me grow as a man. As a professional, as a father. At the time, as a boyfriend. It helped me grow. Being confined, I spent my whole life in Akron, Ohio. For twenty-five years. Even though I played professionally in Cleveland, I still lived in Akron. Everything was comfortable. I knew everything, everybody knew me—everything was comfortable. I needed to become uncomfortable.

"Now I've seen everything on and off the floor this league has to offer," he says. "I got an answer for everything. Winning, losing, being a free agent, staying, leaving, media, media down on you, media big up on you, agents, money, parking it, family, money. All, everything. So whatever your question is, I can deliver."

Former Texas A&M quarterback Johnny Manziel said in an interview that the thing he was most thankful for when getting crushed by the media was James texting him and giving him advice.

"Oh, seriously?" says James, flashing a grin. "He said that?"

What did he tell Manziel?

"My secret words."

How about Pacers swingman Paul George? That hand slap in Game 2 last year? The two were going at it, genius versus genius, George beating James with a hard dunk, James answering with a deep three-pointer. After the horn, James followed George, reached for him, said, "I got you back, young fella," and so they slapped hands, enemies fraternizing. Ever since the slap, George is having the season of his life, and now people act like James put magic Jesus oil on him.

"I'm very good at knowing talent, I guess," he says about his friendship with George. "I knew he could be really, really good. I had a couple of conversations with him. I just see talent in a guy.... I'd do it for anyone. But if someone reaches out to me for advice how to get better, I'm doing it. I can't tell what I said. My secret words."

He has a thing for greatness. "I'm always keepin' on other athletes. I love Tom Brady. I love the comparisons with him and Joe Montana. I love Floyd Mayweather—the comparisons with him and Muhammad Ali. 'Ooo, can Floyd Mayweather be the greatest of all time?' You know. Things like that. Sidney Crosby and the duel between him and Alex Ovechkin and who's the best, you know. Even to a point where, like, Kyle Korver just broke the three-point record for consecutive games. Like, ninety games straight, he's had a three-point. I was like, 'Wow, that's crazy.' You know, I don't even know that stuff about me until, actually, if I'm watching SportsCenter or reading social media. I had no idea that I've gone this long with scoring consecutive double-digit points until I see... I had no idea. I didn't know what number I was at. I was like, 'I don't know.' I was like, 'Oh, for real? I got 500 straight double-digit games?' Like, it's still in counting now, I'm up there with Kareem and Jordan. It's like, sheesh. I've done some pretty good things."

Around the time he won his second NBA championship with Miami in 2013, he got a tattoo high and bold across his right shoulder. akron, it says.

"Miley Cyrus? She has a great voice! She don't need the shenanigans. She can have some of the shenanigans, but not all of the shenanigans, you know? And she can be at peace! She can be at peace.

"Shenanigans."

···

It's safe to say now, three years into life in Miami, that LeBron James's villain persona did not stick. He tops the league's list of best-selling jerseys. His sneakers crush the competition in stores, outselling Kobe, his nearest footwear rival, like six to one. The LeBron 11, for $200, has hyperposite construction—a combination of Foamposite material and performance synthetics—and a new layer of Lunarlon cushioning; and anyway, Nike generates about $300 million off the sneakers.

James did not go on a PR offensive to achieve redemption among the people who were burning the jerseys and stabbing the dolls. People thinking of him as some run-of-the-mill narcissistic asshole would give up, he figured. Keep doing what you do and people eventually figure out there is more to the story.

"The thing is, he hasn't changed," says billionaire Warren Buffett, his friend of six years. They eat hamburgers, go shopping in Omaha together. "He's a solid guy. Fame has not gone to his head. You have to give him credit. I would have been drunk with power. It says a lot about how his mind works."

His mind works by way of Akron. He hosted the whole Miami Heat team for Thanksgiving last year back in Akron. "I'm the biggest voice that my hometown has ever seen," James says. "I'm the biggest figure that my hometown has ever seen. I do know that. I can see that. The responsibility of being the inspiration and the light for my community—it's much greater than hitting a jump shot."

When he talks about his responsibility to his community, he doesn't go into charity-speak. Although there is plenty of that. He talks bigger. His responsibility, he says, is to the people in his community who get those words thrown at them: "You've changed." People in his own community accusing each other. "It's my responsibility to show them it's not a bad thing to be someone who's changed. Keep showing them what I'm doing. That what I'm doing is right. I'm not, obviously, I'm not no guru on life or guru on success or guru on, you know, huge topics in the world or in America. But I am an example. I'm an example that can be used."

When Cavaliers owner Dan Gilbert wrote the open letter to Cleveland rallying its people to feel betrayed, the Reverend Jesse L. Jackson decided to respond to it.

"He speaks as an owner of LeBron," he wrote, "and not the owner of the Cleveland Cavaliers. His feelings of betrayal personify a slave master mentality. He sees LeBron as a runaway slave.... LeBron is not a child, nor is he bound to play on Gilbert's plantation and be demeaned."

It was shocking to people. To associate America's tragic past with modern sports. To make the link. To shine a light on the disproportionate ratio of black athletes to black professionals in ownership positions, or up atop any of the corporate ladders selling the swag. The conversation caught fire for a few days, then blew itself out. Uncomfortable. Buzzkill. One part of a much larger conversation that everyone keeps never having, that the artists hear, and sing songs about, making records that confound half of America trying to understand what's the matter with those people.

Jealousy is misery, suffering is grief / Better be prepared. When you cowards fuck with me / I bust and flee / These niggaz must be crazy—what??

By 2012, Dan Gilbert was well over his LeBron James-abandonment hissy fit. He opened Cleveland's first casino, with 1,900 slot machines and eighty-nine table games.

···

A customer comes up to him at the ice cream parlor. She can't stand it anymore. King James! She's curly, suburban. "Well—just, thank you," she says clumsily. "Thank you for everything."

"Um," he says. You'd think he'd have more prepared retorts. "Thank you for having me."

It's getting to be time to leave. He's got business back at home. Savannah has the kids over at a chalkboard on the wall, playing hangman, and now the puzzle is for Bryce. Remember he is 6, so this is difficult. "I know the answer!" James says, looking on. "I know it!" Savannah throws him wife eyes. Don't you even.

Savannah: "Give me a letter."

Bryce: "Um."

Savannah: "A letter. Three, two, one—"

Bryce: "M."

James: "M? No."

Savannah draws a noose around the head of the figure on the hangman puzzle.

James: "Draw him a neck. He gets a neck!"

Savannah: "We do the body, and then the arms and legs."

James: "A shirt and tie?"

Bronny: "A suit and tie."

Savannah: "Give me a letter."

Bryce: "D?"

James: "There it is! Yeah, there's a D!"

Savannah: "No, there's not."

James: "Oh, dang."

This goes on and on. Arms, legs, suit, tie, eyes, nose, hat. Little steps for the hanged man to have climbed to his own execution. Bryce has his finger on his lip, thinking. They need to leave. Go home. Important people waiting. Many other American families would have long since bailed. One letter finishes the puzzle: Bryce is coo_!

"C-O-O!" James is saying, his big body now on the edge of his ice-cream-parlor seat, like any fan in any arena late in the fourth. Buzzer time.

Savannah: "Give me a letter, Bryce."

James: "Bryce! It says 'Bryce is C-O-O_!' Coooooo! Coooooo!"

Savannah: "A letter—"

James: "Coooooooooo!"

Bryce: "L!"

"Nailed it!" James says, leaping to his feet. "Bryce is cool!" They high-five, spin, a family in an ice cream parlor, rejoicing.

The tattoo running down his right calf spells: Witness. And down his left: History.

Monday, 11 April 2011

Inside the King's Closet | LeBron James

Made-to-Measure three-piece cashmere suit (jacket not shown), $7,995 by Ralph Lauren Purple Label. Made-to-Measure shirt, $600, by Ralph Lauren Purple Label. Cashmere tie, $215, by Ralph Lauren Purple Label. Watch by Audemars Piguet.


Cardigan (his own) by PS Paul Smith. Shirt by Tom Ford. Tie by Ralph Lauren Purple Label. Cords (his own) by A.P.C. Basketball by Nike. Watch (his own) by Audemars Piguet.


Sweater, shirt, and pants by Dolce & Gabbana. Fedora by Borsalino at JJ Hat Center.


Shirt, Dolce & Gabbana. Jeans, Bottega Veneta. Cap, Christys' London. Necklace, Cartier.


Sweater, shirt, and tie by Tom Ford. Jeans (his own) by Rocawear.

Jacket by Nike Sportswear. Henley and jeans by Gucci. Belt (his own) by Yves Saint Laurent. Sunglasses by Tom Ford.


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Jacket by Gucci. Sweater by Club Monaco. Shirt by Burberry London. Tie by Ascot Chang. Jeans by Bottega Veneta. Watch by Audemars Piguet. Basketball by Nike.



T-shirt by Rick Owens. Jeans by A.P.C




Made-to-measure suit, $2,795, shirt, $325, and tie, $135, by Ralph Lauren Black Label. Pocket square, $55, by Ralph Lauren Black Label. Tie bar, $75, by Tiffany & Co.



















Lebron-21

for a while there, we really believed.

In retrospect, obviously, it was too good to be true, but in the grip of the fantasy we didn’t see it that way. We spent long stretches of our workdays talking about how there are five of us and only one of him, or how Trent and Will are nearly as tall as he is, or how one man, I don’t care if he is the greatest basketball player on earth, can only cover so much ground. It’s not like he’s a Transformer.

Andy, our executive editor/player-coach/liaison to LeBron’s publicist and the Cavaliers’ PR folks, sent us the following e-mail in late November: “It is on. Team GQ will be traveling from New York City to Cleveland, Ohio (in a van, make and model to be determined), on Sunday, December 7. We will be playing LeBron James, five-on-one, at 1 p.m. on Monday, December 8, at the Cavs practice facility. I repeat: It. Is. ON.”

The predictable flurry of YouTube clips soon followed—LeBron dunking from the free-throw line, LeBron blocking a shot by Chris Duhon all the way out to half-court, LeBron taking flight from ten feet out and throwing down a dunk of such unrestrained fury over Damon Jones that it will forever be the most memorable moment of Jones’s NBA career. Again, Andy via e-mail: “If we’re lucky, he’ll just jump over us, and we won’t suffer the indignity of taking his junk square in the face.”

But then Adam started in with the X’s and O’s—how we need to force LeBron left, how three-pointers are his Achilles’ heel, and how he, Adam Rapoport, style editor at Gentlemen’s Quarterly and occasional wearer of skinny white jeans, was prepared to take the charge if LeBron drove into the lane. Over the next week or so, as plans solidified (we would be driving to Cleveland not in a van but in an Escalade, a hybrid Escalade!), the delusional chatter continued. There was even talk at one point of “allowing” him a teammate—one of his Akron boys, maybe—because five-on-one couldn’t possibly be a game, and it would be kind of embarrassing if we beat him too handily. At the very least, we all agreed (with the exception of Andy, who is always the voice of reason, and Fred, who’s been around longer than the rest of us and possesses a veteran’s hard-earned wisdom): Mr. Chosen One was going to have to work to make it a game. We weren’t driving eight hours to look like a bunch of assclowns.

*****

you can see the Nike billboard from the interstate. LeBron’s massive, striated arms outstretched, a faint halo of chalk dust surrounding him as he gazes skyward. It’s ten stories high and 212 feet wide and dominates the eastern face of the Sherwin-Williams building, which is basically across the street from Quicken Loans Arena, or the Q, where the Cavs play their home games. Last year, federal officials tried to force the city to take it down because it violates the 1965 Highway Beautification Act, which apparently forbids a billboard from being within 660 feet of a major highway. (Technically, the dispute was over a previous version of the banner, an equally stunning if less messianic image of LeBron in midflight, the ball cocked high above his head.) But to his great credit, Ohio’s governor, Ted Strickland, refused to remove the billboard, referring to it as a “beautiful display of commercial art” that the people of Cleveland have the rare and wonderful opportunity to enjoy. He’s got that right. It’s also a bit of a reality check if you happen to be among a group of magazine editors arriving in the frigid city at night and pulling over to the side of the road to take in just how physically awesome the man is whom you’ll be playing against the next day. Let’s just say it makes you question some things.

You know what else makes you question things? Waking up in Cleveland, Ohio, and looking north out the window of your Marriott hotel room and realizing that there’s a barely discernible line out there in the distance, and that that line separates the gray lake from the slightly less gray air; then going down to breakfast and watching out the window as two men carrying stacks of overstuffed binders walk straight into the teeth of the wind screaming o Lake Erie, their faces being savaged by tiny airborne razor blades; then going back up to your room and looking out your window again and observing that, while the gray slab of day has lightened a little, the contrast between lake and sky is still imperceptible; and then finally realizing that the people of Cleveland live a large portion of their lives inside a howling, subfreezing, youth-repelling, job-vanishing, anti-light box. It makes you appreciate a little more why Ted Strickland would go to the mats over the giant billboard.

No time for midwestern metaphysics, though: Today is game day!

We meet in the lobby at ten thirty and pile into the Escalade. The uncomfortably seductive computer-generated GPS lady-voice guides us south on I-77 toward the Cavs’ practice facility in Independence, fifteen minutes from the 35,000-square-foot house where LeBron lives with his longtime girlfriend and their two sons. The nerves of Team GQ appear to be a little jangly this morning. There’s a growing awareness that this is really happening, that in an hour or so we’ll be stepping onto a court with LeBron James, and that any number of things could not go well. We’re not sure what it means, but everyone in the Escalade has to pee.

It’s fair to say that the very, very sweet Cavaliers practice facility exists for the sole reason of making LeBron James happy, minimizing how far he has to travel to practice and surrounding him, in the absence of an actual big market, with a lot of state-of-the-art, big-marketish stuff. And it’s also fair to say that everyone who works here, from the twelve-year veteran Zydrunas Ilgauskas (a seven-foot-three-inch gentle giant with a feathery shooting touch and the look of a man who’d be just as content operating a cigarette kiosk in downtown Minsk) to the friendly media rep who gently mocks us as she passes out LeBron bobbleheads, is part of the LeBron James Happiness Project. If he can be made happy enough, perhaps he will stay—that appears to be the subtext of more or less everything here, though also everyone in the organization seems to be doing a good job of not getting so publicly worked up about it.

Inside the gym, the Cavs are wrapping up practice. At the hoop directly in front of us, Wally Szczerbiak is making his way around the arc, shooting until he makes 200 three-pointers. He knocks down his last eight shots and looks at the assistant who’s been feeding him and says, “What’s the count?” and the guy says, “236,” which I take to mean that it took Szczerbiak 236 shots from behind the three-point line to make 200. Eighty-five percent. This isn’t at all central to this article, but damn, Wally Szczerbiak can fill it up.

Way, way on the other side of the courts, at the farthest basket from where the reporters are corralled, LeBron is bullshitting and laughing and practicing high-arcing rainbow jumpers from deep in the corner of his court. His publicist gives us a wave and we head over there, feeling like boys in grown-up costumes, but then LeBron has to go o to do some other media stuff, so we pick up some balls and start warming up. As we clang shot after shot, I notice that the Cavs’ GM, Danny Ferry, is wandering around the gym. It occurs to me that what we’re about to do could not possibly have been sanctioned by Ferry, and his presence here could completely put the kibosh on our hopes and dreams. A game of H-O-R-S-E? Sure. A free-throw contest? By all means, that sounds like a fun way to do a magazine story. Wait, what, you guys want to play the most valuable athlete in the world in a game of five-on-one? Stand right there while I call security.

*****

but it actually happens. Not quite as we’d planned, but we play a real game with the best basketball player alive. (Deluded Kobe fans, send your letters to Raha Naddaf at GQ.) Before I describe it, I’d like to pause and say that almost from the moment we met him, a few things were clear. One, he’s very funny. Two, there can’t possibly be another 24-year-old in the world more at ease with who he is and where he’s going than LeBron James (witness his basically telling Charles Barkley to shut his piehole when Barkley criticized him for talking about where he might or might not be playing in 2010). I imagine there are plenty of times when that quality comes o as arrogance, but at least in our time with him, shooting some hoops and then talking for a while after the game, he came across as the anti-Jordan—extremely smart and likable and interpersonally generous, not the imperious empty suit everyone knew Jordan was but was too afraid to say. Three, he would have absolutely crushed us if we’d played him five-on-one. He would have crushed us if it had been five-on-one and he had his right arm duct-taped to his side.

While we were still shooting around, waiting for LeBron, we did this thing where we all lined up and dribbled the ball toward one of the cameramen, then broke o to the left or right and made way for the next guy—you know, like we were a real team and this was a real game. In the raw footage, you can see LeBron in the background, on the other side of the court, looking over and then calling to someone o-court to toss him a ball. And then when he gets it, he dribbles up fast and takes the last place in line, just in time, and does a little shimmy for the camera like he’s one of us.

It was a nice ice-breaker, and then some negotiations ensued, Adam asking him if he’d been briefed on what was happening, that he was about to play us five-on-one, and LeBron giving him a look like, Yeah, um, that ain’t gonna happen, and then suggesting we play a shooting game, and Adam, God love him, saying we didn’t drive seven hours to play a shooting game.

“Actual game?” LeBron says. He gives a quick look around and then goes, “Okay, we got the ball first then.” So it’s decided. Three-on-three—me, Adam, and LeBron James versus Fred, Will, Trent, and Andy (GQ’s player-coach, who will sub in when his team needs a jolt).

After watching some ugly play by the nonprofessional players on the court, LeBron calls for the ball from about thirty feet out. Net. Next possession, he calls for it again from the same spot. “Six-zero.”

For most of the game, he stays out on the periphery, away from our collective clumsiness and flailing elbows, offering words of encouragement and some good-natured shit. We miss a lot of shots. We dribble the ball off our feet. We throw it out-of-bounds like a team of blind men. Will blows a gimme and LeBron looks at him in disbelief and says, “You gotta dunk that.” They do eventually score, their one and only bucket, when Fred gets the ball near the foul line with LeBron staring him in the face. LeBron doesn’t move and Fred puts it up, and after the ball falls through, Adam says, “Fred’s like 60 and he just scored on you,” and Fred looks at LeBron and in his gracious southern way says, “Thank you.”

After a stretch of truly embarrassing ugliness, the points start piling up on our side. Turns out LeBron James is a very good passer and sees things on the court that the rest of us don’t see. He threads some very pretty passes to Adam and me, and we manage to hit the layups, and soon we’re up 12–2. “They don’t play no D,” he says. “They don’t play no D. New York Knicks.”

We’re closing in on 21, and LeBron starts spending more time down low, giving the people what they want. Trent, who’s six seven and has played for a quasi-professional team in Bolivia, for what that’s worth, catches the ball on the right side of the lane and turns to bank it in, and LeBron explodes off the floor, smacks the ball off the backboard, and leaves a perfect handprint two feet above the hoop.

We score again and now LeBron’s going, “16–2. It’s a massacre out here. It’s a massacre. Oh, I gotta shoot this one.” He puts up a crazy shot that misses by a mile, and Andy, who let’s just say isn’t the tallest guy you’ve ever met, gets the rebound. “Oh, how’d he get that rebound?” LeBron says, and Adam says, “Nobody expected that shot to be that ugly,” and LeBron gets the ball back under the hoop and leaves from his flat feet and throws down a vicious dunk.

Will says, “Did that go in?”

“Yeah, it went in,” LeBron says. “You got dunked on. That’s how I do. I show no mercy.”

We hit another, and then LeBron backs up to about forty feet and launches a jumper like he’s tossing a Nerf ball. “Let it rain,” he says, but it comes off the back of the rim, and he gets it back and buries the next one. “Game.” He walks toward the camera: “21–2. They never had a chance from the beginning. We tried to hold them scoreless but my man right there”—he points out Fred and smiles—“hit a pull-up jumper from the el-bow.”

*****

postgame, we gather in the media waiting room and drink some Vitaminwater and fire a bunch of questions at LeBron. An edited transcript of that conversation can be read here. So I’ll just let that speak for itself—except to add the obvious, and that is that when you’re in his presence, you cannot believe this guy is only 24 years old. Also, there’s something going on with him that doesn’t translate to a printed Q&A, but you feel it when he’s talking to you. It’s a little hard to describe, and no doubt I’ll look like a butt-kissing hack when I try to. But when he talks about his potential, it doesn’t smack of empty corporate/jock–speak. You can feel the greatness and the desire for more and more responsibility coming o him. When he says he’s “big,” he’s not just boasting. Yeah, he’s a freak of physical perfection, but there’s some elision of nature and nurture going on there that doesn’t just make him unfathomably great at what he does but also makes you believe that ultimately he could be so much more. Maybe it’s simply the combination of personality (humor, intelligence, curiosity, maturity), wealth, and power. I don’t know. I’m just saying there is something special about the guy and that I imagine, or hope, that he’s going to do a lot more for the world than average thirty points a game or make the ad guys at Wieden+Kennedy look like geniuses.

Later that night, after eating dinner and drinking 200 cans of Schlitz at a little place in the Tremont district of Cleveland called the Prosperity Social Club (if I lived in Cleveland, I would go there every day to eat and drink and pump quarters into the jukebox), we went round and round talking about different moments in the game, mocking ourselves and expressing our awe at him and trying to tease out that quality I was just talking about above. We were sitting next to a wood-burning stove, and we looked around and realized there was some sort of LGBT event going on that night. We were the only people in there who weren’t L or G or B or T. There was a lot of ABBA coming out of the jukebox. I imagined there aren’t a whole lot of places in Cleveland that the L’s and G’s and B’s and T’s feel this at-home, and so I also imagined that this was probably one of the few spots in town, and this one of the few crowds, where the fact of LeBron James doesn’t matter a whole lot. I’m stereotyping, I know, but you get what I mean. But then the owner came over to us, a fantastically friendly woman who’d heard about our playing LeBron that day and wanted to know how the game went. Turns out the Prosperity Social Club was in the running to be the location for an ad shoot featuring LeBron, and she was keeping her fingers crossed. It would mean a lot to them.

We finished up and called a van and headed back to the Marriott. It was really cold outside. When we came o the highway, there was the Nike billboard again, lit up and looming overhead. Earlier, coming back from the game, Andy had pulled the Escalade over and Fred and Will had gotten out to take pictures. I’m a lifelong New York Knicks fan, and before going to play LeBron I was getting pretty pumped about the prospect of him coming to New York in 2010 and saving the franchise. But sitting there watching Will and Fred tramp around in the snow to get the best angle, their breath rising in the already dark air, all I thought was, man, I hope you don’t leave Cleveland. I hope you stay here. This is your place. It’s written on your body. Stay with your high school girlfriend and raise your kids in your giant house and win championship after championship and let the side of the Sherwin-Williams building be an evolving piece of public art in a way it could never be anywhere else. You can be so much more, mean so much more, if you stay here. Don’t leave. Just don’t do it.

joel lovell is GQ’s story editor/correspondent.

*****

the postgame q&a

gq: Who’s the toughest guy in the league for you to cover?
lebron james: There are a few guys. Kobe Bryant. Paul Pierce. Dwyane Wade. Carmelo Anthony. Chris Paul is a tough cover.

Do you like the challenge of guarding somebody small and quick like Chris Paul?
I like the challenge of guarding the best player on the opposing team, no matter who they are.

Best defender in the league on you?
Myself.

No, the best defender against you.
I’m the only guy who can stop me.

Are those Nikes you’re wearing? [Points to LeBron’s fuzzy old-man slippers.]
These? [Looks down at feet.] Yeah. Them the…Air Soft Slim Cushion LeBrons right there.

You’re about to turn 24. Are you a mentor to other guys in the league?
Absolutely. We got three rookies on our team right now, and you gotta help them through something called the rookie wall, which all rookies hit.

Did you hit that wall today, when you had to practice and then play us?
No, no. I had a reserve tank for you guys [laughs].

If we’d played you five-on-one, what would have happened?
You guys would’ve found a way to score on me. Five-on-one is a huge advantage. But I think I’d have been able to make a couple, too.

Would you have taken it inside against us?
Well, that’s my game. When we get to crunch time, I go inside.

We were ready to take the charge, though.
You would not be sitting here right now if you’d taken the charge on me. You’d be in the Cleveland Clinic.

You always seemed to be, like, 18 going on 38. You never got into any trouble. Who played that mentor role for you?
My mom raised me the right way, to know the difference between right and wrong and be accountable for your own actions. Another thing that helped me is that I got drafted to a team that I grew up a half hour away from. I was able to stay home with my friends and family, the people I grew up with, and have that comfort level. That definitely helped.

Where were you on election night?
In my basement.

Did you have a party?
I didn’t have a party, but I had a lot of friends and family over. Like my father-in-law and a few uncles of mine, and I asked them what did they think about this day—basically, they never thought it would happen. Knowing what they went through when they were younger, they never thought they would see a day like this. It was great to see the joy they had.

What did you think about that day?
I thought it was unbelievable. Being African-American and growing up in the inner city, you only think there are a few ways out. It shouldn’t be like that, but it is. You think there’s basketball or doing it the wrong way, and we all know what the wrong way is. Seeing Obama get elected, you’re like, Wow, I can put on a shirt and tie and run for office. If not get elected president, I could be the mayor, or, I don’t know, you can do anything now. It means a lot.

Did you keep your kids up to watch it?
They were up, but they don’t know what’s going on. It’s something I can explain to them down the line, but they didn’t want to watch that, honestly. They want to watch cartoons.

You campaigned for Obama. Did you think twice about putting yourself out there politically?
I did. But it was about what I believed in and who I thought was better. Every time I saw Obama in an interview, he was always on point. I thought he could be the reason that this world could be better. I think because of my age, and plus my voice and the power that I have as a young man being out there, I thought I could make a difference. And he won Ohio, so that felt good.

Had you met him before you campaigned for him?
A few times. We did David Letterman together, and I talked to him on the phone a few times.

What do you think of his game?
I haven’t seen much of it. They say he’s a smooth lefty.

We’re coming out of a period where, for the most part, very few athletes have been outspoken politically.
I think if you want to do it, you should. But you shouldn’t feel forced to do it. If you’re not comfortable getting involved in campaigns, don’t do it.

Are you still in touch with Barack’s camp?
Since the election I haven’t been, but I was right before, and I look forward to seeing him and talking to him.

How does that contact actually work?
We figure out a way. [starts goofing] You know, the wires be tapped all the time with Obama’s phones, and I don’t like everybody up in my business, so I try not to talk to him as much.

You must have tons of people who want you to get involved with their causes. You must have to pick and choose.
Well, I’m a big guy. I go for the big lights.

What’s the story behind your ink?
Everything that’s on my body means a lot to me. I have my family, my companies, what I stand for, where I’m from. Everything that gets me from point A to point B is inked up on my body.

Any mistakes?
Yeah, I got a few. But they’ve been, uh, covered.

What’s her name?
No, no. It’s just that when I got bigger, when I got really bigger, the tattoos got smaller. I never had to put a girl’s name on me and get it covered up.

We were talking about your getting involved with companies, not just to collect a check but to really be involved in the company itself. How does that affect you as your career goes on? Every decision you make about where you’re gonna play and what you’re gonna do affects not just you but Coca-Cola and State Farm and Nike and…
At the end of the day, they know I’m going to make the right decision for myself and for my family and for the companies I’m with. I never just wanted an endorsement deal where they write me a check and say we need you here these nine days and you have to do what we say. I think I’m much bigger than that, and my personality’s much bigger than that, and I can help them out as much as they can help me out.

Will you need to consider what those companies want when you make your free-agent decision?
They’re gonna back me no matter what.

What kind of input do you have into the creative decisions a company like Nike makes? That latest ad is so beautiful.
A lot. You’re saying the ad with the chalk?

Yeah.
That comes from me. I sit with the director. And before we even get to the director, we have these meetings in Oregon, where the campus is, and we talk about certain ads that we want to do, and I have just as much input as the guy who thought of the ad.

Was Lil Wayne’s inclusion in this recent ad something that came from you?
Yeah, it was. When you do certain ads, you try to have people in there who are relevant—we all know that, in the music industry, Kanye West and Lil Wayne are two of the hottest artists we have right now. I think people can relate to that. You know how you see a lot of celebrities in NBA games? We made it seem like it was a real game. It was a Portland Trailblazers game, and Lil Wayne just happened to be there, and he happened to be wearing my shoes. So we tried to make it relevant to what’s going on.

Wayne’s more relevant than Jack Nicholson, huh?
Uh. Well. Where I’m from, he is. Where I’m from, Lil Wayne is.

A lot of athletes want to make records—
No. I would never put out a record.

Acting?
I may be interested in a little acting.

Ever get any offers?
I haven’t, yet. Oh, as a matter of fact I have, but nothing that buys my time. My time is very valuable.

Will you encourage your boys to play basketball?
They do already. LeBron junior’s 4. He’s playing in a league called Tiny Tots. It’s fun to go out and watch those kids play. They have no sense of the word pass. They just shoot every time.

Did you ever think it might be putting a little pressure on LeBron junior to name him LeBron junior?
Um. Yeah, I did. I did. But I’m gonna raise him the right way, and he’s gonna make the decisions about what he wants to do. I’m not gonna force him to be a basketball player. I just want him to be successful and happy.

When you talk to him, what do call him?
I call him Bronny.

Is that what your mom called you?
She called me Bron-Bron.

And what does he call you?
Daddy. He know better.

You said in the past you wanted to be the first athlete to make a billion dollars. What was the significance to you of that number?
I was basically saying I want to maximize my potential as a businessman. I don’t want to look back twenty years from now and think, Why didn’t I do this when I had the muscle? It’s not, I made a billion, yay, let confetti rain. It’s all about maximizing potential.

My Three Weeks with LeBron James


What was the single craziest scene?
Probably Greenwich, before the decision. It seemed like a train wreck by appointment. You saw it coming flying there, then driving there, then waiting for it to start. Everybody had a sense that this is not good. All 200 people in the room had a healthier sense of foreboding than he and his people did. And with Kanye West there—just add Kanye West and you increase your surreal quotient by a factor of ten. So I'd have to say Greenwich was the strangest moment in a month of strange moments.

For excerpts from "Three Weeks in Crazyville," our September cover story on LeBron James, and behind-the-scenes video and photos, click here.

I heard your hotel in Cleveland kind of summed up the whole feeling of the city.
The hotel was near the arena, and there was this groaning coming through the walls. I've stayed in hotels where groaning could be heard through the walls, but this wasn't that. The night clerk told me it might be the elevators, but the elevators were clear on the other side of the building. And so in my mind it came to stand for the audible mood of Cleveland, which was gloomy. There was really a pall hanging over the city, and this constant groaning in my room kind of captured that for me.

Talk a little bit about LeBron's inner circle—not just family and publicists, but the old teammates and coaches you met in Cleveland.
Well, he was surrounded by a layer of family, then a layer of old friends, and then a layer of Nike people—so Cleveland was where I really got the sense that he is possibly, really insulated from the outside world. All famous people have entourages and inner circles, but this struck me as something larger, even more protective, and harder to break through. I got the sense also that it might've been what kept him from gauging the mood in the real world as people waited for his decision. He really did seem to be at the center of an enormous group of handlers, helpers, and managers—and I'm sure that makes him feel good on a day-to-day basis, but there's a downside to that, too.

You propose in the story that LeBron might have been happiest when he was playing with his best friends, his old high school teammates, and that the Miami move was an attempt to regain that playing-with-friends sort of thing. But is it good that all those people from back in the day are still hanging around?
I think that's hard to know from a distance, but I do think that he draws obvious comfort from being surrounded by people who love him—and I don't see anything wrong with that. But as with anything, all that comfort comes at a cost, and I think that his fear of being alone keeps him at times from walking through the fire that we all have to walk through. Maybe sitting alone in a room and thinking might have helped him realize that an hour-long special devoted to his decision was ill advised. My suspicion from watching him surrounded by people wherever he goes is that he's not spending a lot of time alone in a room thinking through things.

With this tumble down the likeability scale, how does LeBron respond?
There's that old journalism rule that sunshine is the great disinfectant—which is how reporters bust their way into meetings and such all the time. In sports, I really think winning is the great disinfectant. And so I think the danger is that he'll go to Miami, they will be a super team, they'll win, their fans in South Beach will love them, and he won't ever be forced to examine his choices. If he goes to Miami and it's a big disaster, then maybe he'll be forced to take a hard look at his life. But my suspicion is that he'll go there, they'll win, and there won't really be an incentive for him to look back at the last year and do any post-mortem.

Now that we've all had a chance to digest the decision, what's the biggest story going into the season?
I think it's LeBron being booed wherever he goes. This is not just a Cleveland problem. This is a guy who had a Tiger Woods-esque fall from grace, even though he didn't really commit any sins—cardinal or venal or otherwise. His sin was that he made a marketing gaffe. He presented himself in an unflattering light. That's not much of a sin on the scale of public sins. And yet he's become a villain. I don't think we've had anything like this in sports history. We haven't had a beloved sports icon become a villain for something so aesthetic. He's despised, absolutely despised, because of a TV special. He didn't cheat on his wife, he didn't drive drunk, he didn't take drugs, he didn't test positive for PEDs, and almost overnight he went from being a loved guy to being hated. That day-in-day-out condemnation is the story.

Three Weeks in Crazyville | LeBron James


He can imagine, he says, playing for Cleveland again one day.

Did I hear him right? Cleveland?

"If there was an opportunity for me to return," he says, "and those fans welcome me back, that'd be a great story."

Cleveland... Ohio? Where fans at this very moment are burning his jerseys? Where fans are selling toilet paper made from his jerseys?

"Maybe the ones burning my jersey," he says, "were never LeBron fans anyway."

It's six days after The Decision, his accidental mockumentary, his one-man job fair. I'm speaking with him by phone, the third time I've interviewed him in the past nineteen days. Two face-to-face meetings, now this postmortem. Though the world is still booing him, he sounds relaxed, at peace. When I ask what he'd change, what he'd do differently, he says cheerily: "Nothing at all." He reminds me that $2.5 million from The Decision went to the Boys & Girls Clubs, one of his favorite causes: "When I found out I had an opportunity to do that for those kids, it was a no-brainer for me."

I believe him. I know what it sounds like when he's bullshitting me—he's done plenty of that in the past nineteen days—and this sounds real. Still, I press. The backlash, the firestorm, surely he'd change something. What about his shirt, a Ralph Lauren lavender gingham that many didn't care for? Maybe the host, Jim Gray? He laughs. "I might let you host the next one."

We both laugh. Now he's laughing louder, from the gut, and he sounds like a big kid, which is how he struck me the first time we met. Maybe that's why it all unfolded this way. Kids get into all kinds of trouble. Especially during the summer.

Especially this summer, when everyone was in trouble, beginning with a four-star general who fell on his sword on the solstice. This was a summer of rash statements and harsh consequences, of creeping anomie and Ovidian metamorphoses. A formerly despised Cleveland native fell, then somehow ascended to heaven as a saint. George Steinbrenner, that is. The other Clevelander who underwent a complete reversal this summer, who nearly swallowed the summer whole, was LeBron James. Despite all that can be said about summer 2010, despite all that will yet be said, this will be remembered by many as the Summer of LeBron, the summer of his breathtaking swan dive down the likability index, landing him somewhere between Tiger Woods and Tony Hayward.

In modern parlance the most popular way to describe a fuckup—PR gaffe, celebrity addict, war without exit strategy—is "train wreck." But as America waited for James to make his decision, as fans and nonfans debated the metrics and vectors involved, as 13 million tuned in to watch James slooowly decide on Miami, you could actually see the cow wander onto the tracks, hear the brakes screeching, feel the cars decoupling and the caboose go flying.

Why? The mystery that preceded The Decision (Where will he go?) is now replaced by a deeper mystery: Why is everyone so mad? The Decision was seen as self-regard run amok, a tone-deaf celebration of Me Me Me. But if self-regard were a crime, every other actor and athlete would be in jail. Why did James, so compelling, so coveted in the days leading up to his decision, become so radioactive after? His handlers were said to be trying to build his brand. He's branded all right. He's Hester Prynne in a headband.

Again, how come? One ESPN exec sees it as mass displacement and projection. Everyone reacted badly because they saw Cleveland as a cross between Sandra Bullock, Elin Nordegren, and Elizabeth Edwards. "People really loved this guy. But he basically drove to Greenwich, Connecticut, and broke up with his girlfriend on live TV, and that didn't sit well."

In fact, he broke up with many girlfriends. Millions. Fans saw James—handsome, talented, rich—as the ultimate prize. A real catch. They wanted to get with him. They called him, friended him, texted him, showed up on his doorstep. When he chose that bitch from South Beach, they lost it, as jilted contestants on reality shows usually do. Pulling away in the limo, hair askew, mascara running, America wailed and said a bunch of stuff that had to be bleeped.

That's the kind of summer it was.

···

I'm in Manhattan, deep inside a warehouse on the Hudson, walking toward a thumping bass that makes my clavicle vibrate. I open a large metal door and enter a kind of airplane hangar where thirty people are dancing around one man as if he's a Maypole. They're posing him, dressing him, covering him with special powders and spritzing him with love. They're the pros, the people who specialize in making celebrities feel celebrated, and today, June 25, they're going all out, because this is the man of the hour, the talk of the nation, the most coveted free agent in the history of the NBA.

Clearly James enjoys this moment, this attention. Watching him, I think of a line from Margaret Fuller, the nineteenth-century intellectual: For precocity some great price is always demanded sooner or later in life. James is the glaring exception to this rule. The self-crowned King is cashing in on his precocity, big-time, and he hasn't yet paid a single karmic piper. Suddenly his publicist whirls into my line of vision. A trim, well-dressed man in his early fifties who keeps his hair and his answers short, he says the shoot is running long. The interview will be delayed.

I buy a cup of coffee and wait with James's book, Shooting Stars, a memoir of his fierce bond with four friends—his fellow starters on his high school basketball team back in Akron, his hometown. Before their freshman year, James and his friends decided not to attend Buchtel, where every African-American student in the neighborhood went. Instead they enrolled at St. Vincent—St. Mary, a predominantly white Catholic school. They liked the basketball coach at St. Vincent better.

For this brazen defection the boys endured vicious taunts and abuse. People called them traitors, said they were betraying their own kind. James and his friends didn't care. They wanted to win, they wanted to be together. The chapter of James's book that chronicles this difficult, unpopular decision is called "The Decision."

Written with Buzz Bissinger, Shooting Stars skirts the most painful parts of James's early years. As the only child of a single mother—Gloria, who gave birth at 16—James grew up poor, alone, never knowing his father. At first he and his mother lived with his grandmother in a big, roomy house, but when James was almost 3, his grandmother died. Heart attack. Christmas Day. (When I ask him later to pick the angriest he's ever been, he picks that day.)

With little education and scant work, Gloria couldn't hang on to the house. She and James hit the streets, moving constantly, and when James was in the fourth grade he essentially stopped attending school. He also spent many nights by himself, praying for his mother to come home. Sometimes she disappeared for days. "I became afraid that one day I would wake up and she would be gone forever," James writes. "It's all I really cared about when I was growing up, waking up and knowing that my mom was still alive and still by my side."

One day Gloria came home and delivered hard news. Until she could right herself, she was sending James to live with the family of his peewee football coach. The change was traumatic but stabilizing. With a permanent home, James reconnected in school and excelled at sports. It can't be coincidence that this was the moment he discovered basketball, finding his way into a traveling league.

In time James's mother reclaimed him. They moved into the projects and managed to stay put until James graduated from high school. Today James lives minutes from those projects, in an eleven-bedroom, 35,000-square-foot house with its own bowling alley. His mother lives nearby in a house he bought her. "He's utterly, totally devoted to her," Bissinger says.

I'm summoned back to the airplane hangar. James is almost ready. The publicist asks if it would be okay to do the interview here. He points to a couch at the epicenter of all the action. Here? With all these people running around? No, I say, apologetic, that won't work. We need privacy, a room with two chairs, maybe even a door. The publicist looks pained, as if I'm asking for a weeklong hiking trip with James in the woods of Maine.

We go around the warehouse, inspecting rooms. We look at one room that's like a crypt, only more confining. We look at another that's airier but reeks of paint fumes. I vote for the paint-fume room. The publicist says no, but not because of the fumes. It's too private, he says. Before I can process this odd remark, he suggests a patio outside the warehouse. There are two sofas, or divans—they might even be beds. Fine, I say.

James appears. He wears shorts, a sleeveless formfitting shirt, and extra-large black sunglasses. In his right hand he holds a jeroboam of Vitaminwater, the largest bottle of Vitaminwater I've ever seen, which makes sense, since he's six feet eight, north of 260 pounds. But numbers alone can't convey his synthesis of dense mass and lithe movement, of pinpoint balance and dormant power. They can't convey the size of his delts, each one like an overinflated football. He eases himself down onto one of the sofa/divan/beds. I take the other. So, I say, are you feeling stressed-out about your pending decision?

Oh no, he says. "It's a very exciting time for me." It feels great to be in full control of his future, he says. And being in control, he adds, means keeping heart and head separate. "My emotions won't be involved and will not affect what my decision will ultimately be."

His circle of friends includes some heavyweights. Warren Buffett, Michael Jordan, Jay-Z. What do they say about his decision? What recommendations have they made?

None.

I look at him, dubious.

"I respect them for that," he says. "You know, my family and friends have never been yes-men: 'Yes, you're doing the right thing, you're always right.' No, they tell me when I'm wrong, and that's why I've been able to stay who I am and stay humble."

Lately he's come in for some humbling flak. Fans have questioned his will to win. His Cavs were favored to make the Finals this year; instead they bowed to the Celtics, with James just not looking like himself. He had a bad elbow, of course, which caused flashes of numbness and pain. But some fans diagnosed a more sinister disorder. They thought James looked distracted, as if he'd already left Cleveland in his mind.

James didn't make it easy on himself at the time by snapping to reporters, "I spoil a lot of people with my play." I ask him about the remark. He doesn't back off it. "I love our fans. Cleveland fans are awesome. But I mean, even my family gets spoiled at times watching me doing things that I do, on and off the court."

Spoiled people—he doesn't understand them. He was raised to suck it up, do without, be quiet about disappointment. "That's what keeps me humble, because I know my background, know what my mother went through. I never get too high on my stardom or what I can do. My mom always says, and my friends say, 'You're just a very low-maintenance guy.' "

Low maintenance? A quality not associated with too many NBA stars. I mention Kobe Bryant, who flies to home games in a private helicopter. No one can accuse Kobe of being low-maintenance, and yet—

James interrupts me by pulling down his enormous sunglasses and giving me a look that says: No one is less low-maintenance than Kobe. He slides his glasses back up his nose and doesn't elaborate.

The greatest players use anger as fuel. Michael Jordan played every night with something like road rage. Bryant resented Shaquille O'Neal, then resented the world for persecuting him about Colorado. The greats have chips on their shoulders, whereas James seems to have nothing on his but those football-sized delts. Maybe he doesn't have enough anger? Maybe he's too good at repressing his anger?

"Are you a sports psychologist?" he asks.

No. But he's conceded in the past that he might not have the killer instinct of Kobe. That still true?

"I hope not," he says. "I don't think so. I think I've gotten to a point now in my career where I do feel like I have a killer instinct."

Just a theory, I say. In his line of work, it seems like anger equals success.

"That's an awesome theory," he says.

Some truth to it?

"Maybe."

All right, I say, suddenly feeling very much like a psychologist. Maybe we'll revisit this topic during our next session, in Akron....

I ask about his mother. He smiles. "She doesn't hold her tongue. If she sees something that she believes isn't right or is right, she's going to speak about it."

There's no telling Gloria what to do, he adds. James has been begging her not to get a tattoo, and just the other day she got one.

What does it say?

"Queen James."

Whoa. I want to ask how his girlfriend, Savannah, feels about that. If Mom is queen, what does that make the mother of James's two sons, LeBron junior, 5, and Bryce, 3? I also want to ask how Savannah feels about his pending decision, and dozens more questions, but here comes the publicist. Time.

···

Logically, it doesn't add up, this hysteria. We're supposed to judge athletes the way we age trees, by counting their rings. James has none, and yet we still call him King. Kobe has five rings, half the Spurs have three, but every fan and GM is ready to donate a kidney if the ringless James will wear their jersey next year.

Maybe it's all about potential. Nothing thrills us—gold rushes, IPOs, door number 3—like potential, and James has been a big bundle of latency since he was 12. As the best high school player anyone ever saw, he was the first pick of the 2003 draft, and quickly legitimized all the hullabaloo by leading the hapless Cavs back to the playoffs, then to their first-ever Finals. The league's MVP last season and the one before, he's more than valuable, he's a basketball polymath: a shooter who defends, a scorer who passes, a big who moves. He can dance around the arc like a pre-propofol Michael Jackson, or rumble down the lane like a lumberjack in a monster truck. His game has flaws, of course, but they only make his potential more exciting. Imperfect as he is, he posts triple doubles with ease. Once he matures—he's only 25—who knows? Double triples?

In 2006, Cleveland did the obvious, offering James a max deal, five years, $80 million. James, preferring to keep his options open, asked for a shorter deal, and thus tipped over the LeBron Free Agency Hourglass, which has been losing sand, and causing hysteria, ever since. Only a few grains are left as I arrive in Cleveland at the start of July.

James's decision hovers in the humid air. Poland must have felt this way in the summer of 1939. Except it's not an invasion Cleveland fears, but a departure.

My second interview with James is at the University of Akron basketball arena. The publicist meets me in the lobby and says the interview will take place in the gym while James watches his NBA friends scrimmage with some high schoolers. Other than the median on I-40, I can't think of a more ridiculous place for an interview.

Okay, the publicist says wearily, I get it.

We begin looking at rooms. I wonder if the publicist feels the irony: While James can't decide on a team, we can't decide on a room. Then, eureka, we walk into a quiet room where the A/C is on full blast and the windows look onto the lovely campus. Perfect.

No, the publicist says. This won't work. LeBron's never been in this room before.

What difference—

He doesn't like rooms he's never been in before.

You can't be—

He doesn't like to be in a strange room with a stranger.

But I'm not a—

It's not you, that's just how he is. And another thing: This room is too big. I've known him for five years; he will not be comfortable in this room.

I remember a story about Napoleon: He agreed to a portrait, then wouldn't sit still for the painter.

The publicist takes me to the locker room, which smells of old jockstraps. Actually, it smells like one giant jockstrap the size of a hammock. But James has been here before, so he'll be comfortable. And there's a TV, so he can watch the World Cup while we talk.

The publicist lowers his voice confidentially: Ask about Chicago.

Chicago? Really?

And New York.

Wait, what?

And Miami.

He's going to play for three teams next year?

LeBron has said that his decision will be a basketball decision.

So?

Ask him about that. But don't tell him I told you.

Told me what? Did I miss something?

It's futile to ask the publicist straight out for the inside dope on James's decision. So I play coy, tell him I have a feeling James is going to the Knicks. His eyes widen.

The Knicks, then?

No.

Miami?

He shakes his head. The whole Dwyane Wade—Chris Bosh thing, he says—it's not going to happen.

I'm getting dizzy.

In walks James, looking beat. He's an inveterate napper, takes one before every game, and he looks as if he's skipped a few siestas lately. He flops onto a black leather couch, checks his BlackBerry. I tell him I appreciate him making time. I know he'd rather be out in the gym with his friends. I wait for him to say, "Don't worry about it." He doesn't.

In the past week he's been courted by delegations from six teams: Miami, New York, New Jersey, Chicago, Los Angeles, Cleveland. Someone close to James says every team talked about winning—except Cleveland, which talked about home, even employing photos of James's family. I ask about the process.

"Tiring," he says. "A lot of information. You know, you go from one team that tells you this, and you go to another team that tells you that, so it's a lot of information that's built up into your hard drive."

And still, he insists, the hard drive hasn't spit out an answer. He also repeats that he's making this decision alone, without recommendations from anyone. I don't believe him.

I ask about his physical health. He played basketball yesterday for the first time in seven weeks and looked good. But he iced down his elbow afterward. Should people read anything into that?

"No, it's more about proactive than reactive. I go out there and get a hard workout, and I know the elbow is not 100 percent healthy. It feels great, but I'm not going to wait until it hurts to start icing it." (Mike Mancias, his trainer, won't discuss the elbow's status: "We're kind of keeping that under wraps.")

More than his elbow, people continue to question his will. Again, the playoffs. Why did he stand around? "I've never been standing around," he says. "That's not me. Even if I tried, I couldn't do it. The fact that me and you are sitting here right now by ourselves is an uncomfortable feeling."

Standing around in the playoffs, sitting with me in a locker room—I don't get the connection. And yet I still feel compelled to apologize. "No, it's okay," he says, and now he's the one sounding apologetic. He murmurs, "I like being around people."

I know, I say, taken aback by his downcast face. The fatherless boy who sat alone nights, listening to sirens and gunfire, wondering if his mother would come home, grows up to be a man who doesn't like to be alone. Worse, he can't bear to be alone in a room with some random stranger firing questions. Questions like the one I'm building up to: Do you ever think about your father?

Before I can ask it, his sons burst in. They leap onto the couch with James, who brightens and says if they want to stay through this interview, they need to be quiet. The 5-year-old doesn't like the sound of that one bit. Nor does his 3-year-old brother. "Stay and be quiet," James says, "or go outside and be loud. Which is it?"

"Loud," LeBron junior says.

"All right. Go."

Quick as they appeared, they scamper away.

Does being a father make him think about his old man?

"No," he says dully. He stares at the soccer game. When the subject is delicate, difficult, his voice becomes vacant. A flat effect, Bissinger calls it. "I'm not downgrading my father or blasting him," he says, "because I don't know what he may have been going through at the time. I'm not one of those to judge without knowing. I was too young to understand."

He feels no anger, he adds. "Without him, first of all, I wouldn't be here in this world. And then, secondly, I may have got a lot of genes from him, and that's part of the reason why I am who I am today.... I mean, it's not all anger. It's not all anger at all."

Would he like to meet his father?

"No."

Really?

"Right now? At 25? No."

Maybe later?

"Maybe. Yeah."

In some ways the one true patriarch of James's boyhood was Jordan. James grew up worshipping Jordan. Not admiring, not emulating—worshipping. Photos of Jordan covered one entire wall of his cell-like bedroom. But, loyalty-wise, how did it work? How could a kid from around here worship Jordan, who stuck a knife in Cleveland's carotid every year?

James explains that he's not from Cleveland, he's from Akron, thirty minutes south. "It's not far, but it is far. And Clevelanders, because they were the bigger-city kids when we were growing up, looked down on us.... So we didn't actually like Cleveland. We hated Cleveland growing up. There's a lot of people in Cleveland we still hate to this day."

···

I go into the gym and sit on a folding chair with some NBA scouts. James's sons appear, carrying a basketball between them. They begin playing one-on-one in the half-court nearest me. The game is lopsided. And dangerous. LeBron junior repeatedly fouls his little brother, Bryce. Hard fouls. Flagrant fouls. When he wants the ball, he throws Bryce onto the floor, rips it away, then looks around to see if there are any witnesses.

In matching outfits of camouflage shorts and white tank tops, the boys might be the most exquisitely beautiful children I've ever seen. Each glows, shines with health, and each is an obvious, incipient basketball prodigy. The rim stands several stories above their heads, but their aim is true.

Bryce catches my eye and freezes. He sprints toward me. In a flash he's against my leg, laughing up into my face. He takes my forearm in his soft little hand.

What's your name?

Bryce.

That your brother over there?

Yes.

Which of you is the better basketball player?

He aims a thumb the size of a baby carrot at himself.

I start to ask another question, but he fast-breaks away. Like father...

I step outside the gym and talk with Romeo Travis, who played forward on James's national-championship-winning high school team. Travis and the team's other three standouts remain James's closest friends. Most had father issues as boys—distant father, absent father, bullying father—but Travis learned from James to play through the pain. "I was angry all the time," he says, "and [LeBron] definitely showed me there's no point in just being angry. Anger is only hurting you."

James staved off his anger, Travis says, by using coaches and teammates as surrogates. "It was like a mesh that really kind of helped him—not really resolve not having a father, but kind of eased the pain a little."

Whatever pain is left over, Travis says, they don't talk about it. The bond among the high school crew has always been largely nonverbal. "Everything doesn't need to be discussed. We know we have problems.... We just want to share. 'Hey, man, you want to come over and watch a game? Let's go see a movie.' You know, just anything, just so you're not alone and you don't have to sit there with that."

Back in the gym, I bump into the publicist. He leans toward me. James is going to announce his decision the day after tomorrow, he says. July 8.

I'd like to be there when it happens, I say.

He looks around to make sure no one is listening. Fly to New York, he whispers, and await further instructions.

Fly to New York and—what?

He says again: Await further instructions.

New York? So it is the Knicks?

The publicist somehow manages to shake his head no and nod yes at the same time.

Is something happening in New York?

He shakes his head.

Then why am I going there? And what am I supposed to do once I get there? Exchange briefcases with a Russian operative?

Call me when you land, the publicist whispers, and I'll tell you where to go next.

Next? You mean, another city?

He nods.

Chicago? Miami?

I can't say, he whispers. And don't tell anyone what I've just told you.

Not a problem.

The next morning, I turn on the TV and learn that James will announce his decision in a live one-hour special on ESPN. I e-mail the publicist to ask if I should fly to Connecticut, where ESPN is based. He instantly shoots back an e-mail: No! LaGuardia.

I stare at the e-mail. Why would he specify which airport? Is that significant? Why not JFK? Or Newark? Is there some hidden clue in his two-word message? A LeBronci Code? No! LaGuardia. I rearrange the letters. Lunar Adagio! Again, Our Lad! I decide to just do as I'm told.

Radio Laguna?

···

I land in New York. An e-mail is waiting from the publicist. James will make his announcement at the Boys & Girls Club in Greenwich at 9 P.M. I hire a car and leave in the early afternoon, by which time everyone is reporting that James will sign with Miami.

Which makes sense. In fact, perfect sense. James has told me repeatedly that he won't base his decision on emotions, but it appears he's based it on the deepest emotions of all, the emotions of adolescence, of being among trusted friends on a "superteam" that couldn't lose. High school might have been the only time in James's life that he felt wholly safe, and his hunger to rekindle that time has clearly trumped other considerations.

James has done everything possible to carry his high school experience forward. His St. Vincent's teammates travel with him, party with him, and always have his back. At some point, however, he must have realized that wasn't enough. His high school teammates couldn't take the floor with him every night, couldn't help him win a championship as they once did. He needed to clone them, create surrogates on the NBA level. It wasn't possible with anyone on Cleveland's roster, apparently, or any other team's. Only Wade and Bosh—who came into the league with James, bonded with him at All-Star Games, won gold with him in Beijing—provided that special combination of chemistry and talent.

Though I take James at his word that he wants to win championships, what he also wants is friends. Family. He can't be alone.

He certainly won't be alone at the Boys & Girls Club. Inside are scores of VIPs, ESPN employees, and kids, most of whom are wolfing down pizzas in a rec room. A few shy ones are hiding in a small gym, shooting baskets. I ask if they want to play H-O-R-S-E. They stare. They've never heard of the game.

The sharpshooter in the group is Gabby Laccona, 11, a girl with big brown eyes and thick brown hair wrestled into a ponytail. She has an unerring midrange jumper, of which she tries to pretend she's not proud. She says softly that, yes, she's the best player on her youth-league team and, no, the boys don't tease her. "Girls," she says, "are much meaner."

During the summer months, Gabby spends all day, every day, at the Boys & Girls Club near her house in Stamford. The club saved her life, she says, because until she found it, she was forced to spend every day with Grandma. She loves Grandma, "but all we'd do is watch TV." Now she can play sports, which are her reason for existence. "If there was no sports," she says, "I would be, like, nowhere."

Blake Guerrieri, 10, agrees. "If sports weren't invented," he says, "I'd spend all my time daydreaming about if there were sports."

I ask them and half a dozen of their friends if they like James. No. They love him. They have his jersey, shoes, etc., and they're not worried about needing to buy new ones. Gabby predicts with supreme confidence that James will stay with the Cavs. It's the only decision that makes sense to her.

Gradually the building fills with more kids and reps from James's many sponsors, including Vitaminwater. A man sets up enormous drums of iced Vitaminwater and urges the kids to help themselves. Once the kids have had their fill, an official from the Boys & Girls Club herds them into the main gym and arranges them on some bleachers as background for the night's drama. In the foreground are two director's chairs.

Minutes before nine, James arrives. With him are his advisers; his girlfriend, Savannah; and Kanye West. Kanye West? While James is dressed casually—gingham shirt, dark jeans, beige basketball shoes—West is a hip-hop Hef. Black blazer, black pants, multihued bedroom slippers. His black sunglasses are so dark he can't possibly see the person to whom he's talking. He aims a Ray Charles smile at a spot just beside them.

The entourage stands just outside the gym, waiting to be called. James begins jumping in place, shaking his limbs, like a prizefighter before being led into the ring. He sees me and points. I point back. He jokes with Savannah, then playfully chases her around the room. When someone from ESPN says it's time, he grabs Savannah, gives her a hug and kiss, and tells her: "Wish me luck." She does. Then he shows her his teeth and asks her to make sure he doesn't have food caught between his incisors. She gives him the all clear and pushes him into the gym.

He takes one of the director's chairs, and Jim Gray, whom he's known for years, climbs into the other. A makeup artist blots the sweat from each man's forehead. It's boiling hot in the gym. Someone should blot the kids.


The show starts. Without needing to be told, everyone falls silent. James and his decision are being discussed by analysts in the ESPN main studio, but neither audio nor video are piped into the gym, so for one minute, three minutes, ten, it's cathedral quiet. Finally the stage manager cues Gray, who asks James a series of icebreaker questions, which no one in the gym can hear.

Then Gray throws it back to the studio.

The break stretches on and on. Twenty-two minutes after the hour, we're back, and Gray comes to the Question. What's your decision? James frowns, waits. "In this fall," he says, "I'm going to take my talents to South Beach and join the Miami Heat."

The kids groan. Gabby's mouth falls open. Huh? Blake looks confused. Miami? Did he say Miami? The mob outside starts booing.

James seems to be speaking from the heart, off the cuff, and that's not a good thing. He should have rehearsed. There were so many other, better ways to put his announcement. The same goes for what he says next, and next, about the fans and his future—and especially about Cleveland. ("It's hard to explain. My heart in the seven years that I gave to that franchise, to that city, was everything.") The people close to him should have run lines with him. Maybe there wasn't time. But if half the energy put into protecting James, into keeping his decision a secret, had been put into prepping him, the whole thing might have played better.

I sneak out of the gym and find the publicist in the office of the executive director of the Boys & Girls Club. He's eating chocolates, looking as if he's just passed a kidney stone. I ask why they chose to stage The Decision in Greenwich.

Neutral location, he says.

Neutral? In the heart of Knicks country? Half the people in that gym wanted him to play for the Knicks.

He shrugs.

I have many more questions, but a man comes rushing into the office, somewhat breathless, and says something needs to be done. Right now.

What's the matter?

The kids, he says. They've been trapped in that hot gym for an hour, unable to move, and they're full of Vitaminwater.

They need to pee. Bad.

···

Freud said we're all narcissists at heart. We're hardwired at birth for narcissism, but we fight it, repress it. That's why we're fascinated by outward displays of it. Children, criminals, humorists, and cats, he said, possess a shameless self-regard that compels our attention, "as if we envied them for maintaining a blissful state of mind."

Had he witnessed the aftermath of The Decision, Freud would have eaten his cigar. Americans fascinated by narcissism? They have a funny way of showing it. Within seconds of The Decision comes a landslide of derision. Sportswriters, bloggers, tweeters, pundits, comedians, cabdrivers—half the world accuses James of showing insufferable self-importance, though at least half his critics sound equally self-important.

Dan Gilbert, owner of the Cavs, issues a screed written in blood, which reads like a page from the shooting script of Fatal Attraction. John Mayer weighs in from wherever he's been hiding since making racially and sexually offensive remarks and extolling the wonders of his penis in an interview last February. (When John Mayer is on you for being a narcissist, you've got problems.) If he's not being called a narcissist, James is being mocked for having too little ego, for abdicating his monarchy to become a Miami oligarch. Jordan says it. Reggie Miller says it. Charles Barkley says it. "If I was 25," Barkley says, "I would want to make sure I was the Guy.... LeBron is never going to be the Guy."

James says the criticism from former players was expected. "Charles was probably trying to be funny," he says. Then he adds darkly: "It wasn't funny to me."

I call Maverick Carter, James's longtime friend and manager, days after The Decision. He sounds baffled and woozy, like a science buff who was mixing chemicals in the garage and accidentally blew up the neighborhood. "How did it get so big?" he asks plaintively. "I've been thinking in my mind of the Malcolm Gladwell book—what was the tipping point?"

Carter says the whole thing started with Gray, who wasn't paid a penny, all of which Gray confirms. The idea, Gray says, first occurred to him when he saw Carter and Ari Emanuel, head of William Morris Endeavor Entertainment, courtside at Game 2 of the NBA Finals. "I asked, 'Could I do the first interview with LeBron once he's signed with his new team? Better yet,' I said, 'we go buy an hour of network TV time and have your announcement of where LeBron's going to play on live TV.' As soon as I got that out of my mouth, Ari said, 'Brilliant idea.' And Maverick said, 'We won't take any of the money. We'll make a big contribution to charity.' Then it took on a life of its own."

Carter and Emanuel went to ABC, Gray says, "and it went from there to ESPN." (ABC and ESPN are both owned by Disney.)

James doesn't really care how it happened, or what's happened since. He made the right decision, he says. He knows it, and the people around him know it. "They're happy to see me happy," he says. "That's what they can see in my face. They say: 'It's been a while since we've seen you look like that.' "

In fact, anyone can see it. It's right there, on the video, as he's being presented to Miami, amid strobe lights and pink smoke. He and Wade and Bosh come onstage, smiling, strutting, and no one notices that James is doing a very specific strut, a crouched-over duckwalk he used to do years ago—when he took the court with his high school teammates.

Even James isn't aware. When I point it out, he sounds stunned.

Bissinger studied those first images from Miami, and he watched the first news conference. "When I saw the look on his face sitting there with Wade and Bosh, for all the anger everyone has, it was clear LeBron had died and gone to heaven," he says. "Pop psychology is always dangerous, but he really is replicating his high school experience."

The one sad thing in this otherwise euphoric moment, James says, is the ugly stuff being said about his game. "People questioning how much I love the game. That's never been something I haven't cherished. Every night on the court I give my all, and if I'm not giving 100 percent, I criticize myself."

Though he can imagine one day returning to play for the Cavs, he's thinking more about facing them next year. He wants to play well—really well. "I do have motivation," he says ominously. "A lot of motivation."

It's not the fans he wants to show, but that man in the owner's box. "I don't think he ever cared about LeBron. My mother always told me: 'You will see the light of people when they hit adversity. You'll get a good sense of their character.' Me and my family have seen the character of that man."

The decision to leave Cleveland was painful, he says again. "It touched my heart. I understood that a lot of people would be hurt." Then he read Gilbert's letter and it worked like Novocain. "It made me feel more comfortable that I made the right decision."

Given the bad blood, the bitterness, can he possibly continue to live in Ohio?

"I'm in Akron as we speak!" he says cheerfully. "I'm going to spend a lot of the summer here. This is my home. Akron, Ohio, is my home. I will always be here. I'm still working out at my old high school."

He worked out this morning, in fact.

And how did they receive him at his beloved alma mater?

"Awesome," he says. "They love me. They're going to support me no matter what."

J. R. MOEHRINGER, author of the memoir The Tender Bar, profiled Kobe Bryant in the March 2010 issue.